I am a tarnished gem no matter how you cut and polish me I will always be a dark soul no matter which light you hold me in I will always be a forgotten land no matter how you chart my waters I will always be the unsolved labyrinth no matter how many times you “find” my heart I will always be a phantom itch no matter how many times you tear at the skin I will always be a slow disease no matter what “cure” you find I will always be the rotten apple of your eye despite all the parts you carve out I will always be the withering flower in your garden even after all the times you nurture me back to health I am a book of doubts no matter how many compliments you write on my pages I am the second star to the right no matter how you try to steal me from the sky I am a cloud despite your need to catch me I will always be the fire that burns your veins no matter how you try to ease the burn I am a jagged scar despite your attempts to erase me I will always be the forgotten land riddled with hidden treasure no matter how you navigate my uncharted sea’s