I now see that this is the way. I'm gone, and everyone is happy again. Is it really my absence that let's people live their lives the way they want? Yes they are allowed to have a good life. I never thought that I could be such a burden that letting me go was such a breath given. I want you to breathe, but I want you back. I don't know what to do with myself. Fine, I'll let it go. I never wanted to make things miserable for you. Will it be ok when you find your comfortable group and I'm the one who ends up alone?