I grew of fragile roots I built walls of rust I swallowed chemicals I painted a smile I ran for miles with eager I wore the suit of rejoice I jumped to the highest mountains I shaped my key to fit all doors But now allow me to be naked Allow me to break for my tears to fall Allow me to rest for my mind to battle Allow my madness to ****** itself I hide nowhere now I face my insanity Let it paint my grey walls with black holes For once I will be fat full of anger For once I will be throwing up none sense For once I will sin without wishing to pray.