Can I stop myself from doing

The wrong thing

Can I provoke myself doing

The bad thing

My answer is Yes.

If I am weak then my cruelty is strong

If I am strong then my cruelty is weak

This is life

You need to use force in doing something

And that force should be for positive results

If it is negative then you will be the king of darkness of your own kingdom

Which ultimately keeps you in darkness

Darkness is you losing your lightening spirit of helping others

If you wish to do good then you are good

Or else you will be in the claws of darkest kingdoms ever