I can't take it anymore I can't take it anymore So confused Cut and bruise I can't take it anymore
Why are you so confusing? We're there for you but you just ignore us Then write poetry about how WE left YOU When it was YOU who REFUSED to let us in! We tried, over and over and over and over Crying for you to let us help you But you just rolled your eyes and WALKED AWAY Now I'm reading your poetry and I'm seeing the lines that say that We left you when you needed us most! LIES
WE spent endless nights awake, worrying And EVEN NOW you're still always on my mind BUT THIS IS YOUR FAULT Pretending around your friend, your real friends And putting all your trust in fakes and internet friends who DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU
WELL I'M DONE Count me out I refuse to be a dumb follower Like I have been for YEARS Following you around like your a queen Listening to your little problems, And spending MY time trying to fix them.
WELL I have NEWS for YOU I have problems of my own, That I keep inside because no one asks And I learned to hide. Serious problems, But would you understand? Its all about your 'stupid parents' and stupid bands.
I'm over you, And I'm staying away, So learn your lesson And learn to deal Because you don't want me Or anyone who ACTUALLY CARES.
And I'll be over here, Worrying and missing you, Watching you from a distance Watching as you get worse and Someday I'll find you broken Maybe you'll find me And You'll need me for The first time.
And I'll be there. Because I still care.
Stupid devotions to friends who don't need me. Doesn't she see how this is killing me?