If you crack open my mind
And examine my brain
You'll a find a lot inside
Thoughts
Ideas
Words
But mostly
Hidden feelings
Anxiety, Fear, Love
All trying to make their way
Out
But I don't let them show
Though it destroys me
Inside
I don't mind

I love you
With every bit
Of me
Burning hotter
Than a thousand suns
And lasting longer
Than that thing
Called
Forever

Yet
I don't think
You know
I don't think
You feel the
Same way
I
Do
Because I would
Do anything
For
You
But maybe you'd
Watch me
Burn and shrivel
Turn into ashes
From the intensity
Of my
Own love

I fear losing you
I fear losing me
Anxiety floods over
Like welcome little friend
Every night it comes by
Reminding me
All the
Possibilities
What could happen
Where to go
What would I become

It drives me insane
And makes me
Restless, tired
And dark

If you could only
See my heart
You'd see it beats for you
But bleeds
From scars
I cut because
Of you