I can spend my whole life reaching for stars only to be disappointed to find palms full of nothing but air,
As I grew up I learned that stars will never provide me with the fuel I need to fill my lungs, only air can do that.
But I still catch myself reaching for stars. I still catch myself reaching for him sometimes, even though there's no point.
(NJ2015) (All Rights Reserved)
even when I reach for the stars, the air still lends it's hand. i only hope it never leaves, only then I will understand what it is to not breathe. I know I'm reaching for something useless when I have what I need in front of me, but let me learn. let me learn. one day I'll take a deep breath in, and I will learn. I will learn what I need. please don't suffocate me. please don't leave.