Personal memories that linger on the edge of forgiveness Sit heavy on minds that are relentless A silly blue dove that flies in the sky away With a secret that saddens every one of us A provision and a problem mixed all with transfusion Beauty that detects its own solemnity Tells itself it is ok. Crashes against itself like some ancient book Upon some ****** shelf Yeah that date that made the mate feel an elation Where the tiburons buried their 39 sons together in a mournful wake Waking for all the wrong reasons in a house made of sticks and spots That a dog had dropped all along the neighborhood parking lot Bill mad hate always was so ******' late Inspired to corrupt himself within the carnival fields Of masked men marrying themselves to an image Distorted with membership to clubs gated and wounded and founded Again In confusion A literary agent with security cameras attached to the torsos Told me "There is always more so, especially in California" Where the Ker-o Ker-o played And the marmit sisters were made Where the Galli fast paced listeners And the Hager with her blisters Where the streets curved all the way to the hot east west A mixture of healing tonics along with the river bend erotics Power penetrating the hot ***** grinder Simone belters As ye who make me who I am Am nothing without the sound of the universal plan That universal mam a jam That hippity hop madness clap All along the corner stone littered in gritty gold Mad love between the bad luck crew Living a life they seemed they never believed to choose A took that right hang along the way As she took my left And we walked around these naked river bends Saying this a' thing and that Ain't nothing but the blue mockery misfortune When she comes around me house Ain't nothing but the blue corn row corners When she is a knockin' on my door Ain't it true, ain't it true, ain't it true I can't live with you Nor Can I live without you