Your scent resinates on my skin
The image of you staring at me naked
"I feel so violated" I said over and over in my head
I told you "no"
You kept going
I didn't stop you, because I thought it's what you wanted
"I cared about you. How could you do this to me?"
No answer.

Please free me of your restraints
You're done using my body to soothe your desires
I want to take a shower
Let me wash away all the lies you told me
Let me wash away the pain

I allowed you to bring me here
I followed you into your bedroom
Preventing this from happening was all I could think about
The possibility of you fighting me
or
not allowing me to leave was stronger

So I laid there
Motionless
Worthless
Distraught
Forced friction
No emotional protection

"Go ahead," I thought
No escaping you now
You sweat profusely
I'm weeping internally
You know something is wrong
You say nothing

Text: "I need you"
Text: "I'm sorry"