Can There be a day where I don't have to fight myself for control of my thoughts can I just have one day of respite where I can't feel like my hearts in a knot
can I be like Nas, Have one Mic and one crib, one girl and one God to show how to do things his son did?

Can my brain stop holding fast to memories long past and let the last unpleasantness die between us.
and move on to bigger and better things worth more than sonic's rings?
Can I just be free from the very thing that's slowly killing me?

Can I just be free from my pain? I love more than I should but I'm falling apart here, like a newspaper in the rain....