Dark nights no light...how can I keep my head up when that's everything I'm scared of?
No paper no pen is that why it took me a year and a half to write again?
Or was it because I lost myself even more trying to find whoever I am. They swear I'm so happy but I guess they don't really know the kid. Famously known around her city or around her city is famously known? She can't come to terms with anything so she bottles her emotions inside and when she explodes please don't be around to catch the ******* show.
Remember 2 years ago she wrote a poem about 3 of her friends getting life?
And now 2 of them don't have one no more.
They're dead.
She can't admit that she's scared. scared that her brothers will fall victim to the world because I guess black guys who makes mistakes don't deserve to live here no more.
And she prays that's not true. cause if she loses them then someone is losing something too.
And that's her dark side..
She hides it well in the dark nights with no light that's everything she's scared of.