All I want from you
More than anything at all
is your happiness.
In a perfect world
You would choose my happiness too
But I am afraid.
That fear holds me down
Sears scars deep into my flesh
Burns my entire self.
Numbness brings solace
A familiar comfort
Constant escaped hearts.
Emotionally
Closed off from all stimuli
Until recently.
That opening like
A storm of swirling rawness
Complete destruction.
So choose. Choose me. Please.
Make being vulnurable
Worthwhile. I love you.