i try to impress you even though you are not around,
i undress you every night when i lay down,
to sleep,
i dream,
you come,
to me,
30 months and yet you still wont seem to leave,
i walked away because i thought its what we need,
but in the end it all just comes down to greed,
i wanted to win,
i lost your skin,
when did this love affair disintegrate to sin,
i had a secret plan that maybe i would take you back,
5 years would pass and maybe we'd forget the facts,
but i realize you'd do the taking i now lack,
how could you trust me after the way i use to act,

and i know,
after all these years,
ive realized my fears,
i deserve the tears