I haven't really slept,
Since you passed away.
You were far too young,
It wasn't the right way.

You should've gone out fighting,
But instead you fell asleep.
Everyone's been so understanding,
But ****, I just want to weep.

I've spent the last few hours crying,
Something I'm not used to anymore.
Lately I've felt like vomiting,
But there's no bile left in store.

Figures I had to find you,
Aftet so many months away.
But dad I'd give anything,
For just one more ******* day.