One day I will be gone And all that will be left of me Is the pain my name will cause when you hear it Like a venom burning down your throat
And people will write pointless letters of R.I.P On pages of worthless connections That will soon fade as the "new thing" comes out
They won't even bother to write "Rest In Peace" but they will Bother to write how they wished they have known me better They wished they wouldn't have hurt me or betrayed me
You will cry For days For weeks maybe But then it will pass, just like everything does Like everyone did, you will forget
You will start to forget the echo in my voice When I tell a sad story of how my heart has been Broken for so many times
You will forget, the way you made me happy The sound of breathless laughter That will soon make you cry
You will forget, the scars that made me the way I am The beautiful damage in my body, in my thoughts
And more of crying Because that's all that's left to do When I'm no longer here to try and make me feel Like I'm not a worthless piece of atoms that combined To create a body that I despise a little too much
You will cry, and you will miss me But then you will forget Because that's what humans do, they forget
Itβs okay to forget I don't mind.
Because when you hear my name There will still be venom piercing through your brain As you wish the words that left unsaid Were buried with me.