one year ago** I turned to you and almost said it, but I didn't
you egged me on and I thought, "what the hell"
"don't take this the wrong way, but she's so stupid for not wanting to date you"
you smiled so big, my heart soared
"I ******* love you" or "you just made my day", I don't remember which

six months ago I was drunk, on alcohol or you, I don't remember which
I almost said it, but I didn't
but then I thought, "what the hell"
"don't take this the wrong way, but I love you so ******* much"
you didn't say it back

three months ago I turned to you, and I almost said it
but you said it first
and with tears streaming down my face, I asked about her
and you said to me "we're just friends"
I wonder if you knew you were lying like I did

two months ago I almost said it, but I didn't
and then I thought, "what the hell"
"are you going to be official or what?"
"eh, I don't know if I want to date"
I almost said it

now you're on the same dates we were on, but now you're with the stupid girl
you spew I love you's like they're the only words you know
they fumble forward like they used to with me
I've almost said it 100 times, but I didn't
I've almost said it 100 times, but I won't