I hate you for every time you've held out your hand,
as you stabbed my back

I hate you for every time you told me it was okay,
when it wasn't

I hate you for every time you made me cry,
even when I didn't want to

I hate you for every time you hurt me,
just so you could feel strong

I love you for every false smile you've ever given me

I love you for every warm moment you wrongly gave me

I love you for blinding me from the painful lies

I love you for letting me forget the world as you destroyed mine

I love you for hurting me so you could be strong