For ***** sake, why the hell am I awake? The clock strikes past twelve in many leaps and bounds. I lay here with out a sound, desperately throwing my self at sleep. Reasonably speaking, I'm being tormented by the secrets I am keeping. Weaken the divide between sanity and my reality. Exams in short time, all I can do is work out line after line. Something in my soul is aching, fabric of gravity is breaking. I'm floating away on my daydreams of peace and tranquility. Listening for when itβs said youβve lost that ability. I just want to lose my mind in solitude, donβt be pained its not my intention to be rude. So voices between my ears, expound no more fears. Itβs of small concern, every flaw you can discern. Brain ill punish you, ill trip you and trick you, hold my breath until I'm blue. Collaborating with my heart and spirit to break down walls we toiled hard to build. No sleep for me. My mind is filled.