just when you thought your heart was pure
untouched, faithful to your first love

you never felt real pain
but the time will come

how i sorry i feel for you
and hope you never have to feel it
yet it's inevitable  

your first experience
will be feeling you never felt
and you never get use to them

they make you cry
you will say things
you never thought possible

and yes it hurts
it sometimes hurts so bad
you don't want to be alive

it is survivable, it does pass
but it may build a wall

a wall you cannot see
or may even understand

you may be vulnerable  
and jump back in
afraid of being alone

these feeling change in time
when your on your 10 love for most

some marry
for whatever reason
but they usually end

marriage is great for some  
yet hard for most

love

it's hard to take
it's hard to come by

if you find
do what you have to
to keep it real

real love