Did you ever feel
Completely numb
Not caring anymore
About anyone?

Lost in your head
Stuck in your bed
Can’t get up
Won’t go out
What is this all about?

Lack of interest
Loss of self
I’ve been cursed
By the angry elf

I see things
That aren’t there
I can’t see through the purple glare
I don’t know what happened to me
I see spiders, do the spiders see me?

Where is the **** woman
In the white dress
Doesn’t she know I’m a terrible mess?
I need my pills
I’m starting to sweat
I know they forgot me, that’s a safe bet

Here she comes, finally
The woman in white didn’t forget about me

Who is this?
What is my name?
I have no idea, I’ve gone insane