Its the color when you lay in bed with an abundance of blankets but an absence of love. Its the color of the snowflake that tickles the back of your neck. Its the cool breeze on the beach when you've just emerged from the water. Its the color of his shirt when you watch him walk away. When you grasp onto your pillow for dear life as tears trickle down your cheeks, its the color of your fingertips. Its the color of your breath when you realize he's never coming back.