what s right
what wrong

a life long adventure

i don't want it
i don't need it

living on a border line

no good change coming
pleasure consumes me

nothing seems to satisfy
trying to keep it simple

half right
half wrong

from the strongest
to the weakest
i fall to my knees

lier,
cheat,
steal,

keeping it real

swimming in circles
feeling shame

i've been thinking
digging through
my brain

wallowing in my own confusions
wanting to know what i have been hiding

clearing out my sins
a want to feel
change consume me

now is my time
tearing through
every memory

what does it take to step through
some say the end is near

i sure could use a vacation
from this *******
circus side show

any ******* time
any ******* day

a freak of mother nature
she'll one day take me away