words shriek in my head creep out from beneath my bed bouncing, bouncing opaque veins, violent blue bark that cracks, centuries new drowning, drowning you soul is trapped; restrained my fingers cannot quite grasp save me, save me, the water stings, slaps, unclean and we monotonously grieve empty, empty walk a line, thick not fine cast a whisper to the gallows sing, sing walk alone missing patches of skin pretending something remains help, help eye level, shuttered blows sagging shoulders and echoed cusps follow, follow sink and bob and ebb and flow i follow the River i follow the Sun go, go