out of my mind today trying to come back down to earth i refuse to sleep i aint tired i insist you see its just that its just that im finally alone with myself my thoughts so im not all that alone but there is no expectation or responsibility like lifes other relationships there is no relationship like my relationship with myself and i need to be alone i am finally alone. i love it cause i cant face people anymore i dont know how to while still liking myself someone please take me away