You said you don't hate me.... paused and said always pain painted in flushed cheeks, upon a face with no light left a long time ago I made myself a book let an artist leave a million words in black lines across the top of my foot It was a tree(me) holding on to a beautiful barn owl (you) stopping just short of your name I thought of you through each pin ***** of pain and now more then ever I am glad you sit between my toes and heal, facing up from my foot its the only part of you that is still with me every step of the way.