i've been running around in circles, hiding from my own lie's

living in my own chaotic delusions and insecurities

with thoughts of mellow drama and lonely dreams of sin

i think about my life and think of where i've been

i feel nothing but tension in a real life fantasy

i seek through my own shadow, a life with no dreams

i'll shed my skin to find my only find friend

i am just worthless lire, i am just an imbecile

screaming at every step i take, killing myself with every breath i take

leaving every promise empty, trying to find a center in me

mother mary won't you whisper something good i've done

why can't i sleep forever or start things over