I drove off
Looking at the lights
Flashing at me in the dark
I took in the scenery
I took deep breaths
I thought
I cried
I didn't call anyone
I just looked
I looked for something
Something to slam my thoughts into
So that maybe they would stop
But instead I pulled over
I felt numb
I wrote this
And you might never know how lucky you are
That I wasn't brave enough to make it stop
Make it all stop

But I actually came close tonight

. It needs to stop .

.