I will never let you see Just how badly you hurt me. I wanted to be with you forever, But now I see that it will be never. I still love you so **** much, But I have to give you up. I'm making myself move on Cuz there's no point in holding on. I feel like you didn't care; Like half the time you weren't there. Losing you really broke me. The memories are choking. I know I lost you to her, And the fact that you lied just burns. So with these last words I'll say goodbye. And resist the urge to curl up and cry.