Escaping from these hallow holes within the mind Ranked to the highest number I toss myself out to sea Out to sea with concrete crevices deep as the heart Broken as the mind And shallow as some souls Toss my body to the ones that need it Feed their mouths Knead and breathe in it Were just sinking fast unable to last With smiles that crack from the distant path Reeling in my head for these moments to operate Telling myself these memories are for real Make me see the light of day again Allow me to rest my head on that hardening pillow Because in these words that are as malleable as water spray Hold hope for something that is not what it seems Something yet to be born, thrown from the unknown A territorial bear with fangs that drip blood never bored Thinking of the sea of the west that is the best Where fires burn bright trickling sands of lost gold Swearing to yourself at night that you'll never fully know Wondering how much longer these stars will be mine Riddle me every way of the sweetest apple wine White out the eyes of the supposed God's of snow Blur out the image that forced that chain around your neck Caught in their free fall of ******, mayhem, and monotony Telling tales wishing to live forever Perhaps achieving but always believing You'll never learn to lift that latch A little bit slower