You beat me, tortured me, and practically killed me.
Because of you I became someone I hated.
I was nothing to you but a girl to take out anger on.
You opened my scars, caused all of my tears, sliced open my skin and beat me to dust.
Depression, YOU are the reason for the scars on my thigh and wrist.
The burning scars on my heart and soul.
You are the reason I felt nothing, numb, broken and cold.
There were times where I just wanted to be left alone.
I sat there being consumed by my own thoughts.
Torn apart by the voices in my head telling me to give up.
Those voices weren’t my own, they were only my imagination.
Depression, if you were able to speak you could be those voices.
You came to life in my head and that was hurting me.
Not because I wanted to give up but because you and everyone who hurt me wanted that from me.
But depression, just like my bullies you couldn’t win.
I ended up the winner and defeated you.
You are no longer the destruction within me.
You are now just a faint memory of what was once within.
Erin Schwartz