You've left me here with an undercurrent of doom For me to fend on my own and live through a gray shade of gloom You only try once and throw me away To places where I hide and will always stay Father, I forbid you from seeing me this way I'm usually not myself these days Don't ask me where I'm going, don't ask if I need help Because like many other things, you'll just toss me onto a shelf I don't see things too clear anymore now I sometimes do things that I am never allowed I'll never miss you when I go Even when I'm buried deep into the ground, six feet low...