I have no memories of the last time we touched My finger tips are empty now; they're covered in dust And my lips have forgotten how you tasted so sweet You see I had to forget or to admit the defeat The sorrows were endless and like the loneliest grave no one came to see me; no one was that brave And if I had of fallen those 7 floors that I'd planned No one would have missed me - the loneliest man
All the nights were so endless and so empty and sad And I cried all alone for any friend to be had But no one could bare, face the endless parade of the tears in my eyes; the lost promise we'd made Days passed into months and months into years Somehow I survived all my intimate fears But if I could have completed that balcony fall No one would have missed me - no one at all
And you weren't the only heart that I lost There were so many friends that were part of the cost I Still can't explain how I ever survived Or if I even did, or if I'm still alive Because who I was, is lost to me too Just a memory of some other one that I knew And if I had of closed my eyes and let go No one would have missed me - no one that I know