Hating myself
Hoping that loving him can redeem me
Hoping that loving him can save me
But I really do it for him

I just want him to be happy
I'd give up everything to make him happy
I've made deals with God and I've paid
He'll never know what I'd give up for him

I'll give up time
I'll give up money
Every smile I've ever had
I'll give up space
I'll give up silence
I'll give up noise
I'll give up everything
And anything
To redeem myself
To make up for everything I've taken
To force the goodness in me to reawaken
I do it all for you
I hope you know

If I had more to give
I'd give it all