please please please please oh **** oh ****

of anticipation, wishing, not anticipation, wishing instead... very deep wishing, like a wish for santa clause,  even deeper than that, like a wish for a grow spurt, like a wish for power

please please please let that work, let that car go the way it will, let the music be cheerful, let them be sincere, yes yes yes, let life be alright, let it linger , let go let go, please please  please

to wish to a higher power, to wish to chaos, to wish to chaos, while chaos may be a theory that is appealing, dice still have their edges, and dots still count to numbers, language, of taste taste taste.....

having prayers, daydreams, where is the next one going to come from?  limitless ramblings?  limitless, endless digging, no sir you sit here, yes you here,

god this is awful, only a wish for stability, lithium let yourself be free1!!!