Just look at me... I'm a mess!! I got cuts, scars and brusies on me... I ruined myself with *** I used to be very smart Then eveything I achieved just went down the drain And here I am today thinking of death lane I wished I was dead Burried deep in the ground I'm no longer happy I'm just allways down My grades are falling by day I'm just passing highschool by a string of thread Now I drink alchol just to pass time I'm not even living I'm just wasting time I don't want to fall in love To be cared for when I'm old To have a husband and kids to make me happy and bold I say these things cause I'm passed the point of going back It's too late for me Too late