I'm stuck no-where to go. My mind seems to race but then It doesn't. Nothing seems to make much sense but yet it all seems to make sense perfectly.  I'm so confused on who I am or who I want to be. I'm scared. I hate feeling like I'm useless like I'm incapable of doing something, just something. My hearts racing and my  mind just seems to go blank. It's not real. It just cannot be real. It's like I'm stuck in a on going nightmare. I'm numb and it just feels like I'm dreaming. I feel like I can't do anything right anymore.