standing at the top of the ridge i am looking down into the crashing waves wondering if they would hurt me were i to fall the grass is green up here mossy and soft as puppies fur i curl my toes into it and open my arms wide to the sky "i am alive!" i shout for every natural thing to hear poppies bow their heads in understanding and the clouds take my words away to spread with the rainfall in some distant land not too far from my mind always within reach for times when i'm feeling... not...just...right then that rain will wash over me covering me with the pure reality that yes, i am here i am alive and i am blessed.