Through the mazes of piecing this puzzle together Using excuses to validate my dreary actions Lifting tabs to get away From the trust of living this way
I remembered a year when I smiled more Looked at things with a cautious eye Somehow always caught in An uneventful swirling death lunge
Past through time never looking back so soon will I die And hope is just a four letter word that taught me to lie Now I don't dare to hesitate a wink Which keeps my mind right on the brink
Am I writing for the man playing in the communal square? Or are there plans that are known but unbeknownst to me Searching for a seat that I can call mine and mine only There's got to be a reason to keep on with this emotional treason
Twisting through her curls reminded me Of why I still go on rhyming With a touch that changes everyday Just like the rising and setting sun
Hot in the hours while we fight like barking dogs Trying to make each-other bacon much like those dying hogs Performances for our own secluded undignified stance Oh what idiots we can be, women and men in the fire dance
Captured with a mind that lays still inside Cool as the dying winters wind, slow as the creeping grey fog Divine at times, if you believe in those type of things Splitting hairs while a woman walks by looking fair
Telling are the whispers that fly away from me Towards another whose ears may or may not be open But don't despair, oh no don't despair Soon that wind may be landing in your hair
And I ask myself, I ask us all, I ask the roaring dancing ball,