This weekend, weekend of hell, Overdose was the reward, I couldn't take the pain, But I end up still being here, Last night, I ****** up, Like always, And now i'm zero days clean, What a surprise? No, Because I'm known as a mess up, I couldn't take the pain..
I know I messed up, but the thought of loosing you makes my mind go else where. It scares me tbh. And I'm suppose to be the strong one, I'm sorry, and I know that don't change anything. But I'm still here for you? If that means anything, but I worse off then you thought, and I'm sorry..