I am my own monster. 
I am what I feared as a child.
I have become what I hate,
Yet in a way I find confer in it. 
I have not changed. 
I am still who I was a year ago... 
I'm just more intune with it.
I'm my own pain
My own distraction
My down fall.
I'm my own monster. 
Personalized to destroy the joy 
The joy I find in life.