The strength carried as I am happy
to be unwanted
can be overruled by these feelings
of the right thing and prayer.
We don't always get it.
Never is it worth the fight.
Urge to lay side by side
and have someone treat these blue eyes like a river.
My camera has gone to waste,
this account is a trap.
Rather poor judgement and
insecure stance between all who are welcome.
Love may not be the right thing for this is the time
I cannot abuse.
How I know I always loved to have a man gaze into my blue eyes like a river.
Just believe that the time will come around again.
What goes around comes around.
Like the reflection and ability to see ourselves in a river.
I will see myself standing alone,
I am not going to cry a river
over love that is not there at the time for me.
Let the others have it.