i lost my most important weapon of all times,
i lost my imagination,
i lost my interpretation,
i lost my once called beautiful mind,
i lost it,
when i lost you.

you have my whole world in your hand,
my whole heart in your heart,
my tank full with oxygen in yours,
and i was left with none.

and now i realized,
how i cannot rely,
on a mortal like you,
nor i can rely on myself too.

it has been a long time,
since we last see each other,
i saw you few days back,
thought i would be longing,
moaning,
over your presence,
but i was stronger than i ever thought.

now,
nature took your place,
in this black heart of mine,
i am now,
a sucker for succulents,
a lover of the dried leaves,
a slave to mother earth.