your thoughts running mad as you try to sleep but instead they go down your face as if you've done something wrong but in reality nothing wrong has been done as you sit in silence with more and more coming down your face tears we call them but why are they coming? form the longing of a father who's death was in January or a mother who showed that she cared at all..... for a brother who was protective or even had emotions to show but instead a foster family is were i lay my real family is were i earn to be with my family who accurately try's too set me free