thoughts of you
catch me unguarded
   glancing at the door
   walking down the stairs
   mindlessly watching the cars park
i think of you
working on someone's car
and phoning me so i can see you
from the window...shirtless
   i'll catch a whiff of you
while walking to my office
and i wonder
is this the smell of him
or has this scent always been here
undetected by me
until i became involved
with him
you still surround me
very much so
and i miss it
i miss you
and the way you made me feel.