I can't sleep
I don't want to sleep
But tomorrow is a long day
And I have to rest
I have to get
Enough beauty sleep
The morning rays already
Reveal way too much flaws
And I needn't to be more ugly
Than what I already am inside
That's why I need to sleep now
So I can pretend
That none of this is true
That I have a beautiful soul
That I have a beautiful mind
People are blind
Even when they can see
They chose to be blind
Only so they don't see
That what they dreamt about at night
Was not a mere nightmare
You know?
I don't believe in a beautiful world
As charming and as precious
As it is
As lovely and as kind
As I am
The world is twisted
And so is my mind