body dismorphic disorder in the form of cuts will never be deep enough to have an "actual problem"
body dismorphic disorder in the form of cuts will never be large enough to have an "actual problem"
perfectionism in the form of cuts will never be as long as they're supposed to be
perfectionism in the form of cuts will never be as wide and as deep as they're supposed to be
how do I make myself realize I've completely destroyed myself in an attempt to feel okay for a little
how do I make myself realize I've completely destroyed myself in an attempt to fit everything into my perfectionist mentality

this is an apology to my arms and no promises