I remember when my dreams were still like fairy tales, Id see you, holding my hand, Black dress, white pearls, red lipstick But lately you haven't been in my dreams, And the colors are something different, The black, the darkness surrounds, The white, the crooked smile of the abuser, The red, the blood spilt on the bed. My hand, covering the **** in my head. Let us not forget, Nightmares are dreams too.