i'm so tired of being a joke.
and i'm so tired of.
everything.

stop hurting me.
i do my best, always.
it's tearing me apart.

you can't see me crying.
and i'm not going to tell.
but i can't seem to stop.

i love you, too much.
*******, i don't want to care.
nothing makes sense.

especially when you.
when you can't.
can't remember anything.