Should I really have to say I'm sorry that I care For all of you who don't understand or are not yet aware. That's basically saying, I'm sorry that I'm me. But newsflash people, who else am I supposed to be?
I shouldn't be sorry that when someone is upset I worry and I try to help, but what do I get? Sure, maybe you think that "I can do this on my own" Well, go ahead then. Just wander all alone.
You think that I don't really care, that it's all pretend. Let me tell you, once I'm here, it's until the very end. It's not my fault I live to help, it's running through my veins. You think all this is ******* easy, it's driving me insane.
I drain myself everyday, and am hollow every night. What I give, I don't get back. And start over at the first rays of light. Now I'm not saying I am selfless or perfect in any way. I just prefer to be the helper, it keeps my problems away.
Sure, I get you don't like help, because I'm the same. But do you get that I'm going to care no matter what, because that's who I am?