You don't see me
You don't see what we
Could-be.
Am I trying for nothing?
Holding onto something that..
Doesn't exist?
Well, I hope you don't feel that way.
'Cause I don't.
I mean, in all honesty,
Do you understand at all?
When I was the one that loved you first
Back in middleschool,
You were my everything..
You were always there for me as I were for you.
What happened to that?
'Cause I'd have to say,
I miss that a lot.
But what are we now?
Nothing?
I mean, what can we be now?
Or am I trash to you.
'Cause that's how I feel.
And it's about time I tell you,
I can do better than being treated like that.
-You broke me,
Into a million pieces,
And you didn't even see it.
Did you care to look?
You were always with her.
But you knew you had me thinking it was only I.
And I think you took advantage of that.
And then you leave me,
At the time I need you the most.
That hurts; more than you know.
You say I broke your heart,
Well I've gotta say,
You broke mine back
But I was casted under you.
Blindsided by your wing.
At the snap of the fingers I was yours.
And although I knew I didn't have that control over you,
You were still intriguing to me, which is why..
I couldn't let you go.
You could have me back,
But you seem to act like you're too good for that.
Well, newsflash for you,
I'm too good for you.
I don't deserve the way you treat me.
But then there's always the fact of the matter..
You can't break something that's already been shaddered.
So I guess I'll always be there.
Unfortunately.


Dedication: Ambibear.